I haven't felt so happy and fulfilled in a long time. Even though I'm still stressed about not having work yet, and the prospect of eventually doing my driver's test scares the hell out of me, it isn't bringing me down as much as I thought it would.
For starters, I have Kyle. I have his trip to Australia in May next year to look forward to, and provided I have work I have my trip to see him around this time next year as well. He's caring, he makes me laugh, and I can talk to him for hours. I can't help but care for him too, and am pretty much counting down till I can give him a massive hug.
There's also the little miracle of my improved relationship with my mum. Yes, I still find her a bit embarrassing at times, but most people feel that way about their parents. In the last couple of months my mum has really shown she cares and is concerned for me, and we've really enjoyed each others' company. Visiting home in small doses is the key!
I think that finally acknowledging my religion out in the open has contributed. It's out there for anyone who wants to know now. Plus, my beliefs encourage "harm none", positive thinking and intention, and generally living a good life. I feel like I can finally open up to my faith and actually live it. I don't feel forced into anything.
Besides that, watching season 9 of Stargate SG-1 for the umpteenth time is pretty good for my mood.
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