Alas, emo Isti has made an unexpected and wholly unwelcome return. I get so angry with myself for feeling so down, which of course only serves to perpetuate the problem.
Need to smile. Effort.
So unmotivated, haven't eaten, haven't even had a coffee, no study has been done today... and the day is half over. I have successfully wasted this morning unproductively, feeling a tad sorry for myself and unsure of why.
Seriously need to spur my sorry ass into gear and drag myself to my work PC. Clearly this blog post is a sorry attempt to keep my emo self preoccupied and avoid the real issue here. Yes, my circumstances suck, yes there's not much I can do about it, and yes I'm trying to deal with lots of personal crap, but that's no excuse for me to be all tense and melodramatic.
I need a life. And a hug.
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