have a break, have a Kit Kat

We're having a break from being a couple. That means separate bedrooms, separate social engangements, separate everything. So far it seems ok, we talk a lot, I certainly feel more free to bring up stuff I wouldn't when we were "together".

If all goes well, a relationship may be salvaged. If it doesn't, well at least we tried.

house of cards

I was so happy, but now everything is tumbling down around me. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, and I have no stability.

If I love someone as much as I love Dan, yet despite that it's not working out, how am I supposed to be happy moving on with life? Everything has spiralled out of my control and I can't get anything right anymore, I feel so alone and lost.

I'm going to start looking for a place on my own to live. I get the feeling it's going to take forever, and it's going to be so damn hard. I have no choice though, things just turned out this way and it would be better for Dan if I wasn't around.

I honestly don't know how everything turned out like this.

all alone

It seems like forever since I last posted anything here. Things have been pretty hectic. Dan proposed to me, we moved to Parkes, he un-proposed to me and now here we are.

A bit of good news: I finished and submitted my first programming assignment yesterday, complete with pseudocode, normal operations test data, abnormal operations test data, program, executable code and evidence of testing. And it was on time. I was starting to feel like maybe I don't belong back at uni, but I feel a little better now, even if it was the most basic of programming assignments.