Why do I have to be surrounded by such beautiful, vivacious and dazzling people? It's painful, damaging my fragile self-esteem. I feel so insignificant when they're around.
Honestly, it hurts to look at these radiant people now. Have I become that ugly and/or invisible? It's like they're a different species. I'm the outsider, the 'gaijin' who clearly doesn't fit in with these beautiful people (watched Tokyo Drift a gazillion times over the weekend thanks to my sister).
There's a manga that pretty much explains it for me, Wallflower. I am Sunako, seriously. Except she is actually pretty. And has beautiful long hair. And a gorgeous figure. The attitude I can relate to though.
How the hell do I get over this confidence issue?
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