oh dear, we are in trouble

No, not really.

I like a guy. Now you're probably thinking that's a good thing, right? WRONG! I'm fairly sure this guy doesn't think of me in the same way, and to top it all off we're all wrong for each other. The thought of him is driving me to distraction. Not that I mind the distraction, but you know, I have uni and stuff.

Yes, I have kissed him. But I realise it was me making the first move, not him, so I'm trying not to read to much into it. My wise friends who I've already confided in about this have advised me to just go with the flow, to wait it out and just see where it goes.

I'm not a very patient person.

I've already tried talking myself out of it. Hasn't worked yet. Brad has said that I'm overthinking this from a girl's perspective, I need to be more logical and less emotional when I think about it. Sam has said to just have fun, don't push anything. I say gah!