I was so happy, but now everything is tumbling down around me. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, and I have no stability.
If I love someone as much as I love Dan, yet despite that it's not working out, how am I supposed to be happy moving on with life? Everything has spiralled out of my control and I can't get anything right anymore, I feel so alone and lost.
I'm going to start looking for a place on my own to live. I get the feeling it's going to take forever, and it's going to be so damn hard. I have no choice though, things just turned out this way and it would be better for Dan if I wasn't around.
I honestly don't know how everything turned out like this.
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