Friday, March 31, 2006

laser tag AGAIN!

Yes, you read it right, I played another game of laser tag today, with Lu and my cousin, and it was another freebie for Lu doing advertising for them! If it hadn't been for the manager coming in with us, I woulda won, but my accuracy was up to 27%, and I even hit the guy 7 times, which was awesome!

He remembers Ross too, as the guy that reckons "This ***** all over Canberra!" and the one who kept trying to go after him! The manager guy hopes Ross comes back soon, cos he had fun shooting him so much. He he he...

Cozza, I'll get those photos to you, they weren't very good though

Monday, March 27, 2006

saturday was so awesome!

It really was! Ross, Corrie and Bazz arrived, we drove out to laser tag, Ganno met us there, then Hannah, Mark and Rach turned up...we got paid for two and got a third free! It was so awesome! And we got an extra game when our third game glitched. Either way, me and Cozza kicked serious butt!

We went to Uncle Joe's for dinner, we all stuffed ourselves, it was kinda bad how much I ate! We went back to laser tag for that fourth game and Ann joined us cos Mark had a 21st to go to, then we went back to mine for drinkies and mixed music and Deranged Behaviour.

Then we headed to the Eddy! Yay! I saw so many people I know there...it was good, then Ross, Corrie and myself walked home and stayed up talking till about 3am. We went to bed, then Bazz got back to mine about 5-5.30am. Bazz and I stayed up talking till about 8am, it was so good to talk crap out, you know, vent.

All in all, a successful weekend, must do it again, and Dan HAS to come next time!

Thursday, March 23, 2006

my mixed cd

I've been trying to come up with a list of songs that will end up covering most people's tastes, for when I have people around. This is what I have thus far:

1. Hair - 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, Barbie Dolls
2. The White Stripes - My Doorbell
3. Mountain Goats - This Year
4. System of a Down - Radio/Video
5. Franz Ferdinand - Do You Want To
6. Bloodhound Gang - Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo
7. Datarock - Computer Camp Love
8. N.E.R.D. - Lap Dance
9. The White Stripes - Blue Orchid
10. Paris Avenue - I Want You
11. System of a Down - B.Y.O.B.
12. TV Rock - Flaunt It
13. Hot Action Cop - Fever For The Flava
14. Black Eyed Peas - My Humps
15. Jewel - Foolish Games (just for Ann to sing along to)
16. System of a Down - This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song

What do you think?

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

lazy day

I am having a very realxed day today, no uni stuff. It's all about anti-stress! Ross and Coz are coming over on Saturday! Yay! I hope Bazz and Jelbie decide to come as well, that'll help make up numbers.

*sigh* I'm feeling a bit lonely at the moment, everyone is all so busy with their own stuff, and here I am, doing nothing. I hope Saturday works out well, it should be great fun.

If I keep typing, I'll just start repeating myself, so I'll just stop...now

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

a rough day

I didn't sleep very well again, but thats ok, I slept better than I have been lately. Uni wasn't that great though, I just wasn't very switched on at all today! I couldn't focus in the lecture, I had to really make myself pay attention. Then the tutorial was actually interesting, but again, I couldn't get into the swing of it. Rob kept asking us all questions, and I felt really stupid cos I really couldn't think well.

Oh well, better luck for the test next week!

Monday, March 20, 2006

no laser tag?

Because of lack of interest, if no one else gets back to me definately by tomorrow night then we'll cancel and make it another time. There's no point trying to do a group thing if no one comes. People at this end are just making me so peeved.

catching up

I went to Lou's 21st on the weekend, I loved it! And she had a great time, which is obviously a good thing.

The friend who got angry with me seems to be on speaking terms with me again, which is obviously a good thing.

I've lost 3kg, which is also obviously a good thing.

Laser tag is this weekend, HOPEFULLY it will be all good, hopefully most people (hint hint Coz, Ross and Dan) will be able to make it! Cos that would obviously be a good thing!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

tired of being tired

I've been feeling so lethargic lately, I really don't know why. I'm sick of having no energy though! I can't sleep properly, my appetite is all over the place, I've been getting migraines and nausea...and NO I am NOT pregnant! Just in case anyone was jumping to conclusions.

Lu and I went out to the laser tag place today (DarkZone). The manager is really trying to get more uni students interested, and gave us a tour of the place after we booked the group in for 5pm Saturday the 25th of March. I really hope everyone can come, we scabbed everyone in our group a free third game! Anyway, maybe Lou's 21st or laser tag might get me back on my feet.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

filling in time again

I can't sleep, and Bazz just went offline so now I have no one to talk to!

I got my test results back for PSY305 today, I passed which is great. I was hoping for a credit though! And I handed in my research proposal already, so all is well. Sort of.

Lu has a headache, so I'm not even game enough to turn on the tv, or play music just in case she can hear it. You know, so I could alleviate my boredom somehow.

What I really need is something to send me to sleep. Maybe I'm just too excited about heading to Lou's 21st!

email thingy

Seeing as Corrie says I will copy and paste this, I will! Learn about me people, and rejoice in your newfound knowledge (I've been too stressed lately, I is crazy now)

1. What time did you get up this morning? not in the morning, I had a migraine
2. Diamonds or Pearls? diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Tim Burton's The Corpse Bride
4. What did you have for breakfast? Two slices of Vegemite on toast
5. What is your middle name? Evlyn
6. What is your favourite TV programme? Lost
7. What is your favourite cuisine? Italian
8. What foods do you dislike? Fish, curries, chilli, tomato
9. Your favourite potato chip? Salt & Vinegar
10. What is your favourite CD? at the moment...Lacuna Coil, In a Reverie
11. What kind of car do you drive? I don't drive
12. Favourite sandwich? ham and cheese
13. What characteristics do you despise? Rude, arrogant, disrespectful and thoughtless people...same as Cozza
14. What are your favourite clothes? My wideleg jeans and long sleeve black Evanescence t-shirt. And my black boots!
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Ireland
16. What colour is your bathroom? beige
17. Favourite brand of clothing? don't have one
18. Where would you want to retire? I don't know, thats a long way off
19. Favourite time of day? Night time
20. Where were you born? Blacktown, NSW
21. Favourite sport to watch? Tennis
22. Who do you least expect to send this back? Ummmm well... it's in my blog...
23. Person you expect to send it back first? thats a redundant question
25. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
26. Are you a morning or night owl? Night owl
27. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with anyone? not yet
28. What did you want to be when you were little? a poet
29. What was your best childhood memory? Christmas at Mama's house
30. What different jobs have you had in your life? sales assistant, student teacher, babysitter
31. Nicknames? Skybie, Kitty, Skye-Skye, Istimiel
32. Piercing? just my ears
33. Eye Colour? I don't know actually! Hazel?
34. Ever been to Africa? Nope
35. Ever been toilet papering? yes...he he he
36. Been in a car accident? Yes, three
37. Favourite day of the week? Thursday
38. Favourite Restaurant? La Famiglia
39. Favourite ice-cream? rum'n'raisin
40. Favourite fast food restaurant? Oporto's
41. How many times did you fail your driver's test? haven't tried yet
42. Before this one whom did you get your last email from? Christine
43. Which stores would you choose to max out your credit card? a huge CD shop, Hot Topic, House of Fetish, Inspirations
44. Bedtime? Usually around 2am
45. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? Anyone
46. Last person you went to dinner with? Ann
47. What are you listening to right now? Seether - Karma and Effect
48. What is your favourite colour? lime green
49. How many tattoos do you have? None...yet

Saturday, March 11, 2006

research proposal

I should really be making a move on getting this project proposal for my stats subject done! It's not due till Wednesday, but I want to hand it in on Monday to be sure Dr Islam gets it! If I fail the proposal, I can't go on to do the research and report. No pressure on me at all, is there.

I've been feeling a bit low lately, not really sure why. I've been comforting a close friend last night, she was very upset. I wish I'd known what to say to her, all I could do was listen. I just feel like I can't let out how I'm feeling because everyone else has their own stuff going on and I don't want them to have to focus on me instead of themselves.

Anyway, on a brighter note...Ann and I are going again tomorrow night, and we shall have fun together. Then on Monday I post my proofread poem back to the International Library of Poetry, along with an order for the book my poem is going to be published in. That's right folks, I will be a published poet! I'll also buy myself a pair of the most beautiful shoes I've seen in ages, although they are not the most practical shoes I've ever seen!

Then Thursday is St Pat's Ball at the unibar, then Friday is actually St Patrick's Day. Ann and I will probably head to the local Irish pub for a Guiness or something with the others guys and gals here. Then on Saturday I head to Louise's 21st, most likely Jelbie will be coming with me too. Sounds like fun doesn't it?

Thursday, March 09, 2006

just filling in time before bed


Just a random post, cos I'm not that sleepy yet, even though it's late! And cos I like this picture and am sharing it with the world. I forget where I found it. Oh well.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

hello my party peoples

I hope you can make it to laser tag Coz! We need fun people there with us!

I got two pieces of great news today when I got home from uni (which wasn't that great). Firstly, my nextdoor neighbour is moving! He's the creepy guy with the cat that poops all over our balcony.

Then I opened my mail and got a letter from the International Library of Poetry saying that my poem 'Drought' is going to be published in a compilation! Yay!

I've had a very harsh critic tell me my blog is too much info. Do you guys agree?

Sunday, March 05, 2006

last night

Ann and I decided to have a girls night out last night, seeing as we were in dire need of some fun. So, we went to a bbq at one of Ann's friends' place. It was good, the food was awesome, I drank Bundy, and we just hung around talking till about 11, when we decided to head back to Ann's and get ready to go out.

Then Ann, Hannah and I got a lift to the Eddy, which slowly started filling up with people after we got there. We drank some more, I ran into Andrew and Gareth, both of whom were incredibly intoxicated and trying to hide it. Andrew gave up hiding it after he started getting his words around the wrong way. Anyway, it was good seeing them considering I haven't seen either of them for awhile, and it's always nice to catch up with Andrew.

Then we went to the beer garden for a bit of a chat, met up with some people Ann knew which was great, then decided to go for a bit of a boogy on the dance floor. That was fun until some random guy came up and stroked Ann's back then my face! He moved on rather quickly, thank God. And the number of drunken girls who kept backing their bums into me was disgraceful!

After awhile, Hannah wanted to go to the Fat Cow, but I was ready to crash (long day), and we called a taxi. We waited for twenty minutes, and Ann and I were getting quite annoyed by the time it arrived. Hannah left to go meet up with some of her friends, and Ann and I went home.

I crashed almost immediately. I didn't want to think about the fact that all my friends except Ann and Hannah seem to be ignoring and avoiding me and I don't know why.

Today, the three of us went and got lunch from the Chinese Inn (the garlic chicken is yummy) and sat in the park to eat and have a chat. After awhile we started eying off Annie's Ice Cream Parlour, so we went there and got drinks, then walked back to mine to watch Aladdin (we're Disney freaks).

Hannah left, so Ann and I did some oracle card readings, which turned out quite positive for a change. I cooked dinner, we ate, we watched tv, Ann left, I had a shower, and now I'm sitting in front of my computer typing this. Exciting isn't it?

Anyway, on Thursday Ann decided to take the initiative and tell the guy that I like that I like him when she saw him at the Park Hotel. He seems to be avoiding me now (I wonder why) and Ann was so worried I'd hate her. Obviously I don't! Anyway, apparently he just wants to be friends so he doesn't end up hurting me, but I haven't heard that directly from him, as I said, I haven't been able to talk to him. Like I said in a previous post, friends first is getting really hard.

Friday, March 03, 2006

anyone for laser tag?

I'm trying to organise a group to go to laser tag on the 25th-26th March at DarkZone. So far only Dan and Jen have replied, Jen can't make it, and Dan will definately try to (he loves it). Alas, no other responses as yet, but I'm hoping! I hope Lu will have that weekend off, same with Coz and Ross! And Ann! Oh well, I just hope everyone can make it, and actually wants to!

I was thinking that we would go to laser tag around 6pm, then after go and grab some food somewhere downtown, then all get ready to go out on the town. Not that it's a very big town, but we'll have fun anyway! At least, if it all goes ahead we will!

Please people, you have to come!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

feeling meh

I really don't feel like anything. Well I do, but not necessarily good. I should've agreed to go out with friends tonight, it would be so much more fun than staying at home feeling sorry for myself. Actually, I don't know why I told Ann I was busy, I haven't done any uni stuff today like I should've. And then I could've seen 'him' out and about. And 'he' doesn't know that I like him, well at least I think I do. It's confusing, cos he's a nice person and all, but I don't get to see him around much, and most of my friends wouldn't like me anymore. Apparently I'd be "doing the rounds of the group". So obviously this guy is already a friend of mine, so those of you who know me will probably guess who it is.

Anyway, I really feel meh, and am going to go to bed very soon to sleep off my regret at not going out on the town with Ann and Amanda.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

blog thingy

1.Copy and Paste in your blog
2.Bold and underline anything thats true
3. Leave plain anything untrue

001. I miss somebody right now....LoTS
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books/magazines
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana.
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have freckle free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. who??
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I am a computer nerd.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I’m paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning...after I’ve brushed my teeth
030. I have semi-long hair
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings
043. I think prostitution should be illegal.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I’m popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in trackies or PJ pants
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I’m obsessed with my blog!
058. I don’t hate anyone.
059. I’m a pretty good dancer.
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before..
068. I’ve rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future either adopted/blood related

Hmm, I think I was farily honest doing this, so I hope you learn stuff about me and still like me!

guyfriends

Please remind me not to make too many more close male friends, it's really hard to remain in the frame of mind of "just friends". Once you get to know people really well, their personalities become really attractive to you, and you soon lose control of your emotions. It sucks man. I want to be in control, and I'm sick of feeling guilty and annoyed at myself for being jealous or lonely. Stupid jealousy, it wrecks everything.