I am becoming increasingly disenchanted with the human race. How could you not with all the crap you see on the news? Life is getting harder and harder to live happily ever after, if anyone ever really did in the first place. People out there killing other innocent and not-so-innocent people alike, war, famine, and then closer to home there are the people who manipulate and backstab to gain their own selfish goals. Honestly, is there a point to this mess of being human? I no longer harbour any illusions that everyone is inherently good. Some people don't have an ounce of respectfulness or common decency in their veins.
I know that there are the good ones still out there somewhere, I might even know a few of them which makes life just that little bit more worthwhile. And to be perfectly honest, I don't feel like I'm one of the good ones anymore. I'm way too bitchy and selfish deep down to be one of the gems that saves the human race from being a total loss.
Dammit, I wanted to contribute to the lives of others, but the trouble is that you can never tell who genuinely is pleased to have you in their lives and who are faking. Gah, shut up brain!
skye skye, i totally know where you're coming from...
ReplyDeletei feel that you will still be able to sort the frangipanis from the seaweed though, and seek out only those people that are right in the head and know how to treat other people with the respect they deserve.
the above statement doesnt apply to a certain someone though... there's no explaining her. ;)