Tuesday, July 11, 2006

fighting

No, I'm not fighting with anyone at the moment. I just feel as though I'm fighting an uphill battle, and it's with myself. Meaning that it's mainly internal problems, so no one else can really help me sort it out.

I'm having major trust issues, I'm highly anxious, and I feel useless. None of that is really new to me, but I did think I was past all that awhile ago now. I'm a bit reluctant to talk to people about it because I know I already burden them so much as it is, and I know that they won't be able to do anything to help the way I'm feeling which might make them feel bad. I am very mixed up at the moment, and it's really overwhelming me to the point that I don't think I can sort it out.

I'd go to the doctor about it, but I'm too anxious to talk about it to one!

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