guyfriends

Please remind me not to make too many more close male friends, it's really hard to remain in the frame of mind of "just friends". Once you get to know people really well, their personalities become really attractive to you, and you soon lose control of your emotions. It sucks man. I want to be in control, and I'm sick of feeling guilty and annoyed at myself for being jealous or lonely. Stupid jealousy, it wrecks everything.